To me my life is completely normal. Yes I know that sounds weird. But growing up I was in and out of the hospital all the time. I feel more comfortable at a doctors office or hospital then I do sometimes at someones house. To me growing up in a hospital seemed normal. It wasn't like I was a well child and then all the sudden was stricken by illness (well I mean I was until I was 9 months old, but I dont count that because I can't remember it). I hold on to God's promises. My life verse (Jeremiah 29:11) helps me every day. It's a reminder that God has amazing plans for me, He knows what's best for me and he's never trying to harm me. Even though I was so sick when I was younger and I now look back at how just because of what I've been through how it could help millions of other people. That's something I could never imagined, but he knew! I've never really had why me moments, I've never questioned why God gave all of this to me. I honestly look at it and think WOW, he gave all of this to me, that's a lot of trust He has in me. Now don't get me wrong I have bad days too just like everyone else. But I try to always snap myself out of it and remind me of everything that He has given me and all that He will give me and that this life is a vapor and Heaven is forever so I can go through all of this for a while since my forever will be so blissful :)